looking for peace / 6:21 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
WHERE ON F***ING EARTH DID ALL THE STRENGTH IN ME HAD GANE?
I am just tired.
No strength to even try to play the com.
when did i turn into such laziness during exams. even when slacking i still bothered to repond to a call. but not now.
this bug in my brain makes me sluggish, and i wont even respond to the rockiest of songs. The nicest of ladies. And even twenty hours in LAN(lol)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
this is only one of the days where i do this split personality thingies
But wait.
yesterday, i saw a man in the basketball court who had said to lose the use of his two legs. he was struggling to stand, and i wanted to help him.
"No," he said."I'll do this on my own." his voice was proud, and determined. i left him, shaking my head as i left.
the next day, he was shooting hoops. Standing.
Standing.
The smile on his face made me realise that i had not even seen my pit of doom yet. that guy leaped over his. and here i (or even we) are complaining of our lives, walking, the sun, exams, etc.
People do not choose when they die, and still some others say life is meaningless.
Some people do not see, and people still complain of the bright sun.
Some people cannot walk, and some still complain about the fustration to walk.
Hoi, people, look broader. Take everything in life as a gift. learn from your surroundings, and repect everything, living or inanimate. Learn for the valuable lesson of life itself.
My start.... / 1:11 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
yes, and to all those people who think i onli noe how to play, this is my blog.
rules in my blog:
- comments are not to be emotionally desructive. respect a person for who he/she is.
- try to make comments as useful as possible
- spamming is allowed MODERATELY.
- private questions or such should be emailed or MSNed to me, not on the cbox.
- No wars on my cbox, or u will kena banned
that should be all, after the fking dry part. Oh, and yes.
6. Vulgarities are not to be spammed, only used.
Anyway, wishing most(not all deserve this) people in 2e5 smooth-sailing exams!!!