looking for peace / 6:21 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
WHERE ON F***ING EARTH DID ALL THE STRENGTH IN ME HAD GANE?
I am just tired.
No strength to even try to play the com.
when did i turn into such laziness during exams. even when slacking i still bothered to repond to a call. but not now.
this bug in my brain makes me sluggish, and i wont even respond to the rockiest of songs. The nicest of ladies. And even twenty hours in LAN(lol)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
this is only one of the days where i do this split personality thingies
But wait.
yesterday, i saw a man in the basketball court who had said to lose the use of his two legs. he was struggling to stand, and i wanted to help him.
"No," he said."I'll do this on my own." his voice was proud, and determined. i left him, shaking my head as i left.
the next day, he was shooting hoops. Standing.
Standing.
The smile on his face made me realise that i had not even seen my pit of doom yet. that guy leaped over his. and here i (or even we) are complaining of our lives, walking, the sun, exams, etc.
People do not choose when they die, and still some others say life is meaningless.
Some people do not see, and people still complain of the bright sun.
Some people cannot walk, and some still complain about the fustration to walk.
Hoi, people, look broader. Take everything in life as a gift. learn from your surroundings, and repect everything, living or inanimate. Learn for the valuable lesson of life itself.